January 2012
14 posts
love’s such a bitch
I was certain about us, till i dont know what happened.
feeling happy for absolutely no reason. well, there’s a reason. but. haha. yay. (:
Maybe I'm just tired tonight.
Sighs. What are all these feelings. What are all these emotions. They are confusing. I feel the pain for my friends, I feel their emotions, they’ve become a part of mine. Of course, some of these emotions are mine too. I wish I could be of help. I wish there were true fairytale endings. Maybe I’m just tired tonight.
I was wrong. It hurts even more with each time.
This year’s going to be more difficult to cope with than any other. It’s going to be one hell of a year. Not even into the school term yet and I’m already all moody and things. Just got to hang in there somehow. After this, everything will be okay. Just got to get through this. Oh how I miss my mum. I wonder what the new year...
November 2011
34 posts
'Change the World' - Westlife
Since you’ve gone, well it seems like everything is wrong, And deep inside, I know that i’ve, lost much more than pride, Well, happiness is getting further away, Girl,i miss you more than words can say, I need a miracle now, so tell me,
How can i change the world, Cause i sure can’t change your mind, Where’s the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, Cause i...
I miss my memories
Reading my mails again and stopped at the one about the orchestra. I can’t help but feel sad. I really miss rehearsals. The good ones I mean. It feels pathetic, no, I feel pathetic. Why can’t things go back to the past. I miss music, I miss my bass, I miss my friends, I miss the jokes, the laughter, the anxiety of auditions, the perspiring fingers, the stumbling, the screw ups. I miss...
today’s a good day.
Wonder what it means when a guy hugs a girl. I wonder if you meant it. I wonder if it was just a show. It hurt pretty bad for a moment there. But not really anymore. It’s as if I can’t be bothered. I dont know why.
I want to get to know you. All over, inside out, left and right. I dont know why. I just want to. Weird. Can’t wait for Friday. All smiles.
Confused about my feelings for you, maybe I should just let it go, and we’ll see. We’ll see if fate brings us back together.
October 2011
8 posts
1 tag