I was wrong. It hurts even more with each time. 


This year’s going to be more difficult to cope with than any other. It’s going to be one hell of a year. 

Not even into the school term yet and I’m already all moody and things. Just got to hang in there somehow. After this, everything will be okay. Just got to get through this.

Oh how I miss my mum. I wonder what the new year will be like this time, without her in the house.  Sighs. I really miss her, I really really miss her. I miss her hugs, her touch, her smile, her lame jokes. I miss my mum like crazy. 


Haven’t touched the piano or bass in a million years. And I must definitely sound like crap now. Sighs. Lost touch with everything.